I read the book that you asked me to
But I think the plot was lost on me
I put it down and I found it just a day ago
Now I have to pay late fees to the library
I can't keep track of everything
I often feel like a lost cause
I want to hide—can't show my face—pretend I don't exist
I think I'm safe but I'm alone
I went with you to the gallery
But I think the meaning's lost on me
I see the portraits, painters' brushstrokes, sculpted bronze and things
I don't relate, and I'm not there
I don't feel like sometimes that I exist
I can feel my senses numb
I've been unplugged—I've been drifting through the days for years
I'm a ghost you can't see through
credits
from Excelsior,
released June 17, 2015
April - vocals, piano, ukulele