June 2016
Unfinished I Shiver outtake, originally intended to be released on a non-album single of "Comfort"/"Concern". The cover art of this single was later reused for With Distance.
lyrics
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
But I wouldn't, no I wouldn't
But that's not to say that I couldn't
I don't have a plan, but I'm sure I could throw something together
I need to get away from this place
Chekhov's gun is in my mouth and fuck if I'm not gonna use it
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'd fucking love to punish myself for all the things I've done
Even if they're only nebulously defined
Let every muscle and structure and bone collapse
Let myself atrophy into an amorphous blob
'Cause that's just who I am
And I don't give a damn
No, I don't give a damn
I need to figure out some way for me to get through the day
But how can I, when the static sings my name?
I have an open wound whose name is Me
And I'm trying to sew stitches but they won't keep themselves sewn up
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself
I'm so fucking bored I could kill myself