I'd do anything to just get out my mind
I would run the numbers down, now
I'd do anything if it just killed me some time
Though I would never live it down, no
But never methamphetamines
I know they'd be the death of me
Oh, like Walter White
Or El Barbas
I don't want to prove those fuckers right
If it matters
I want to stand high above
I want to wear my Sunday best
I'll find the people who care
And I'll shout "fuck the rest!"
I'd do anything to feel like that I've died
Short of, you know (ǁ), actually doing it
I'd do anything and I'll tell any lie
'Cause if I say it enough then I might just start to believe it
I'll do anything to make me feel I'm fine
Though I know it, though I know it, though I know it won't make things right
But never methamphetamines
I know they'd be the death of me
Oh, like Walter White
A schoolteacher
Though I got bored watching the second episode
It felt pointless
And I'm tired
And I'm weary
And I can't sleep
So where's that leave me?
credits
from With Distance,
released November 18, 2017
April - vocals, piano